I have met alot of people in my life, some good and some bad. Some willing to help me no matter what and some who could care less about my well being. Ive come to realize that what people have been telling me my entire life is true and logical and i was just stupid and didnt take the chance to really look at it from their point of view. Sometimes you have to swallow your pride and admit that sometimes you arent always going to be right and you arent always going to make the right decisions. Its just how life is and if you can realize that before its too late to do anything about it then it will be better for you. I obviously am learning the hard way and i do regret some decisions i have made in my life but you cant keep living in the past, you have to move on. Every moment in your life whether its good or bad is a learning experience. Now onto a more serious topic in my life. I have been asked so many times if i am gay, and its really gotten to the point to where its just an everyday thing. I dont understand why its such a concern to society these days but the answer to everyones question is yes i am. For the people who really know me and truly care about me its no suprise to them, they knew all along. Im sure ill have to deal with this tomorrow and explain myself to alot of people but im willing to do it. Dont ever live your life in a way that you know isnt you being yourself. There are people out there that will love you for you and not care about how u look or who you like. On the other hand, there will be assholes who will read this and by tomorrow im sure everyone i have ever met and went to school with will know, but thats not my concern. I apologize to everyone who has asked me and i have said no numerous times to, it was stupid of me to deny something that was obvious in so many ways. I am going to move on with my life and the people who want to be in it are welcomed to be in it, i have learned so much in the past week and its really helped me become a better person. Just remember that no matter how many times you may say you hate your family and ur parents, they will always be the ones there for u in the end when there is nobody else to turn to.
I am Here for:
Real friends. There is more to a relationship than just meeting someone.Its more of getting to know who they really are.You dont base how much you know someone by how many times you have hung out with them. You base it on how many times you have been there for them, how many times you have sat down and listened to their problems. To me, its all about finding a connection with him or her from the inside. In the end thats the only people you need to have in your life. The ones who really care about you and know who you truly are from the inside, people who will have your back and love you for who you are. Dont waste your time tryin to be friends with fakes. It always starts out good and ends up bad.
Hai dear . Well I am off too bed . And I just wanted you to know your in my prayers. And if you need me to pray about anything for you, just comment me . Not sure if the other comment worked cause I think my hand clicked the wrong button . Lol. Well have a wonderful night, Sweet dreams and Love ya (; -Sophiee
Okay night love <3 And see you tomrrow maybe . I am going on a night swim . So I don't know how late I will be out :D Love ya darling . have a wonderful night . And Your in my prayers. Comment me if you need me to pray about anything for you <3 -Sophiee
could be better..
just got my heart broke by the same stupid boy..
but im even stupider cuz this is the second time he has done it...
but other than that great...
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